Been a while. to anyone who reads this- only a few people- but some may fall upon this accidentally. Please read what ai have written. It means a lot to me. And thanks for accidentally stumbling into here. ^_^ means a lot, too.
{Excerpt from a comment ai wrote on mai friend's xanga:)
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Hi little one...
Singsang hows your brother~? and how are youuu, LiL misS~? Hmm  sorry life's not going well... Ai'll be thurr- ai'll hoP in mai car to aid you if ever you need it, ai'm always hur if you caLL up, and ai'm sorry ai dont know that much about you, but ai can try to understand and be as open as ai can. Laugh.smile.love. ~Hun-Ni Karena~
To those who search for the hearts of gold... And those who dont know nice from mean...
In our complicated asian world where there are fakes and fairweather friends, it takes not xanga props or hugs to find true heros. It takes a smile and an open mind to sift through grudges and uncomfortable situations to discover foreal- who are true friends- you dont have to go out to Woodfield everyday with them, or take a dozen luvvyduvvy captioned studio pictures every week or talk about other girl groups behind their backs and pretend to be "*fcKyouhater*" allies......
Just going forward, forgetting all the grudges and rumors and let people know that you are foreal. Whether they believe you or not, and whether they continue to talk behind your back or let others know that you're cool~?- well that's just another indication of how true of a person they really are.
--- Ai dont care what anybody indecent says anymore.. No amount of "fck you"s or "shtup btch"s can keep me from believing and preaching once and forever more... Life is short.
Grudges take the joy of life and possibilities away. No guessing on how many and what laughs and inside jokes you're missing out on at this very second, if you weren't ignoring that asian girl that you are secretly jealous of, or being xanga hated on by that one girl with her many mean friends... Ai dont know about you, but ai'm going to keep living and forget the pain. who's strong in our circle of asians... Strength isn't measured by how "Thug" or "popular" we are... It's by the mercy we give and how we can like everyone even if they don't like us... It's how we forgive and forget others, and still have a laugh with them again like old times and new times alike... again--life is short. PEACE.
-- thank you singsang, for letting me contribute mai thoughts-- You are awesome. 
*lots of love...foreal love...to everyone*
*and you- singsang- esp. you- you are true. thankyou...on behalf of the subconscious world.*
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Annemarie Viloria- a friend of mine-cool girl, and one of the ones ai found to be true... who can you find~? | 
yea ai cant even pronounce that.. lili..oo oo ka~?
hotel parkin lot.. yuhp
::arf:: yes yes it's showy- ai realize that~!! but youre not seein nip, so hah
::mwah::
me and mai bro
eskimo puppies are so adorable
mai fave car..hot...
mm ai love trees 
Happy Holidays~! Mele Kinikinawa~! 
what can ai say~? trees are sexy~!